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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
You're what makes it home that I'll come back to

If I Let You Go by Westlife & Every Time I Close My Eyes by Babyface's on the playing list, repeating. I'm feeling so crushed, I know I'm missing baby badly. ): It's her absense, that's why I'm feeling this way. But it's okay, studies are far more important that anything else, including me. I'm glad she's studying.

But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me,
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

I cried myself to sleep last night. Terrible night, I swear. I really didn't know what to do. = Baby, thanks for being there. Despite falling asleep on the phone, ON ME. =/

School's as usual, really boring but lessons were simple. I got my first booking by Mrs Cherry Lim. 'Cos I forgot about my damn bio file, fucker. = No one to blame but me. Three periods of Maths but it was fun. I'm starting to love Maths. Three periods, did quite a lot. Cumulative graphs, simultaneous equations. :D Funfunfun, I like. Mrs Ong gave a lot of work & I just finished the daily three questions we're supposed to do. YAY I'm so proud of myself please. Music on, pens up, brains work. :D Chinese was utterly boring, Bestaye & I just kept talking. Annoying people annoy us, ay bestaye? :] Had literature after that, in the library. I was practically falling sleep. =/ Had Maths SSS after school. Mich & I finished the worksheet first! :D Heh. Bestaye gave us a lift & Pamo & I alighted at Compass while Bestaye went home. Went Cold's Storage with Pam & went home. Talked to Mom about what happened already. I'm glad she understands. =) She said something that made me tear but I held back the tears. I'm sorry Daddy, I know I'm such a letdown. >:(

Piano-ed & ran back home to call baby & we didn't talked in the end. I rather she study than to waste time listening to all the rubbish I wanna say. Ugh. Did my work & online. =D Dinner was great. Heh. Dad isn't home yet. :/

Girl, I think that you’re truly something
And you’re, you’re every bit of a dream come true
With you baby, it never rains and it’s no wonder
The sun always shines when I’m near you
It’s just a blessing that I have found somebody like you.

I reallyreallyreally love this song. The lyrics are true. :) Unfeeling, still.

& no one's heart is strong enough to fix what happened here.
Mine isn't. =/ I don't wanna get used to be without you. It's bad, really bad. I'm not getting used to actually. I'm missing her bad. ): I hate exams. I don't wanna text her to disturb her. I don't wanna call & get her distracted. I don't want but I want. =/ RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. My daily dose leh? I keep telling myself everything's fine, I'll be all fine & good later. Nevermind, I guess I was just lying.


Not in the mood to do anything anyway. I shall go talk to Jace. =D




♥ White it out like Glittering Wax Butterflies.
<3,


8:18 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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